If There's One Thing I've Learned - Standing Against System Corruption
Disclaimer: This post is for informational purposes only and does not constitute legal advice. Isabella Killmer is not a licensed attorney. Please consult with a qualified legal professional for advice on your specific situation.
If there’s one thing I’ve learned in all of this, it’s that the system doesn’t care about getting the story straight — it cares about getting control.
Since turning myself in to Jones County, I’ve seen just how messy, reckless, and retaliatory things can get when the people in power don’t want to admit they’ve gone too far. But here I am — still standing, still fighting, and still innocent.
⚖️ THE CRIMINAL CASE: A BOGUS OFFER AND ZERO EVIDENCE
Jones County sent me a plea offer, but let’s be clear — you don’t “take a deal” when there’s no proof of anything. Their so-called discovery package is proof of exactly how careless this process has become.
Inside it, I was sent a video of my husband showering nude — something that has absolutely nothing to do with my case. That alone shows me they aren’t even looking at the evidence they’re handing over. They’re just tossing random material into a file, not caring what it is or how wrong it is to distribute that kind of footage — especially to a female attorney or to me.
It’s not due diligence. It’s disrespect. Not to mention it’s a violation of privacy. It’s humiliating on my husband’s behalf, absolutely unnecessary, and absolutely reckless. It is 100% against policy and procedure for the Iowa DOC. My husband might technically be a ward of the state, but his rights are not the same as citizens not in prison. However, there are still rules and regulations you have to follow. Violations of such footage go to show that this prison pretty much thinks they can just do whatever the f they want to do.
And it’s dangerous. Every single piece of “evidence” they’ve turned over looks like they’re just throwing stuff against the wall hoping something sticks.
No logic. No integrity. No effort to verify what’s being shared or how it violates privacy or decency. So no — I’m not taking their deal.
Because I’m innocent. And I’ll take this case to trial if I have to, just to prove how corrupt this whole thing really is.
🏛️ THE CIVIL CASE: STILL ACTIVE, STILL UNFOLDING
My civil case — Killmer v. Anamosa State Penitentiary, Hoenig, and Foster — is still active. Despite all the noise, it’s not over. The judge has not dismissed everything, and the key claims are still alive.
The ongoing issues are real and serious:
- Retaliation
- Violations of due process
- The continued denial of visitation rights
- The unlawful handling of my husband’s inmate account
- His incorrect and retaliatory placement at a higher security level than his points justify
Let me explain that last one clearly: Joe’s classification score qualifies him for a minimum-security camp — and it has since the moment he entered prison. He’s never been housed where he actually belongs. Even after his disciplinary incident, his points still qualify him for minimum security, yet he’s being kept in a higher security facility out of retaliation. That’s not policy — that’s punishment.
And now, after everything, they’ve gone even further. They withheld his money — funds sent in legally and properly — for over a week with no explanation. Under Iowa DOC policy and state law, they’re required to notify the inmate and provide the reason for any hold or delay. They didn’t. No explanation. No due process.
Just another sign that they’re doing whatever they want — and daring anyone to stop them.
💬 TALKING WITH ATTORNEYS: EVEN THEY’RE SHOCKED
There have been days I’ve questioned myself — wondering if I’m in too deep taking on the DOC and the county by myself. So I reached out to several attorneys just to get perspective, to see if I was crazy for believing I could win this. Their reaction said everything.
“I’m shocked your case is still alive.” “This doesn’t happen in Iowa state court.” “You’re getting traction — keep going.”
Every one of them told me that the fact my case hasn’t been dismissed is huge. That the judge is actually listening to me — a pro se plaintiff — and giving me the chance to be heard. That’s rare.
And it means something. It means the truth is starting to break through the cracks of this system that’s tried to bury it for too long.
💪 WHERE I STAND NOW
So here’s where I’m at: Both my criminal and civil cases are still active. I’m not taking any plea deal for something I didn’t do. And I’m not letting the DOC silence me with retaliation, intimidation, or “mistakes.”
Jones County can play politics. Anamosa can keep twisting the rules. But I will not stop fighting — not for me, not for my husband, not for anyone else being silenced inside the system.
Because the truth doesn’t need a deal. It just needs someone who refuses to back down. I’m that someone. And I’m not done yet.
🌟 THE IMPORTANCE OF STANDING FIRM
In situations like mine, it’s crucial to stand firm. The legal system can feel like a labyrinth, full of twists and turns that can leave anyone feeling lost. But remember, every step you take is a step toward reclaiming your power.
When you face the system alone, it’s easy to feel overwhelmed. But don’t let that fear paralyze you. Instead, let it fuel your determination. Each challenge is an opportunity to shine a light on the truth.
🔍 FACING THE SYSTEM: A CALL TO ACTION
If you find yourself in a similar situation, know this: you are not alone. Many have walked this path before you. They’ve faced the same fears, the same doubts. And they’ve emerged stronger on the other side.
Reach out for support. Connect with others who understand your struggle. Share your story. You never know who might be listening and ready to help.
Written by Isabella A. Killmer
Documenting real battles, real corruption, and the strength it takes to stand against a broken system.